| Prior disappointment
syndrome
August 19, 2008
Dear Artists,
Artists with integrity and high standards can fall prey to a particularly
nasty condition. It's called "Prior disappointment syndrome."
Failed works of art and even disappointing passages, particularly recent
ones, can haunt and disarm your current work. You may have noticed when
returning from a holiday, you sometimes paint freshly and well for a few
days and then the old decay sets in. If you've ever experienced this situation,
I'm here to help you understand why the decline happens and what you can
do about it. When you're returning from that holiday, you've actually
been temporarily energized because you've not recently experienced failure.
This gives a clue to the "fresh slate" and "beginner's
mind" approach to creativity.
You need to drop into short-term thinking and to live in the now. This
may seem a bit trendy, but it's been my observation that highly realized
artists have a knack for getting into the now and thereby achieving regular
renewal and a clearer creative path--a state of mind that sidesteps potential
historical burdens.
History, when we admit it, often holds the evidence of failure. You need
to get rid of the evidence, both mental and physical, by putting prior
failures to the wall or shredding them. "See no evil," is the
motto. Look only at what you consider your better stuff. Otherwise, the
stealthy voice of inner doubt will get a hearing.
For some artists the syndrome causes so much anxiety that panic sets
in and work can grind to a halt. One way to beat the problem is to angrily
change some processes and give yourself a major shakeup. As well, bouts
of physical exercise, like mini-holidays, can also be used to re-jig systems.
The operative game is to take charge of your mind and drop into a state
of confident, audacious and untroubled flow. You'll know it when it happens
because it's almost goofy. Every stroke seems a new experience. It requires
a sort of reverse thinking, and unless you happen to be a reverse-minded
genius, it's learned. This may sound nuts, but believe me, for seasoned,
demanding artists, this goofyness is right up there with stuff like perspective,
negative areas and the difference between warm and cool.
Best regards,
Robert
PS: "Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate
the mind on the present moment." (Dalai Lama) "Success is often
achieved by those who don't know that failure is inevitable." (Coco
Chanel)
Esoterica: Books have been written on the value of failure and the lessons
to be gleaned from disappointment. Creators like Leonardo, Edison and
Steve Jobs depend on their repeated failures to get to their successes.
While artists can certainly learn from their own and other's failures,
the joyous, daily production of art has further parameters. Perceived
prior failures dampen or jinx current successes. Flush your losers. Think
in the now. As Henry Ford said, "History is bunk."
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